Dear Dad

Dear dad,

4 years had passed since the last time I saw u lying peacefully without saying any words, nor smiling but yet u don't even stop me from crying out loud till one moment I almost lose my breath and my asthma attack almost make my heart stop functioning..that day was the first and the last time I ever kissed your forehead. it was your funeral day right??? thank God I made it on time and I almost missed seeing you for the last time before your body buried.

I always imagined when I was a child, that one day I want to see your proud face and your teary eyes watching me on my convocation day if I ever made it to the university and get a degree. yup....I made it..you were happy don't you??? I told you before that I wanna earned lots of money and I'll buy anything for you..shoes,clothes or even new car...even during your birthday I'll will make you the happiest father in the earth. that was my promised. but how am I supposed to keep it when you're no longer here???

now I'm living a good life and you know I've changed a lot..meeting new friends that help me to be better. I won't do anything that will make you worry about me or even make you ashamed for having such daughter.
no matter where you are. I always pray to God that you will be happy. if you still here, you would be surprised to see how much I've grow and change. but changing for good which for me you would be very happy and proud. happy fathers day and happy belated birthday. I love with all my heart and soul. grant me your blessing so that my life will be blessed. I have quiz and oral test tomorrow and exam later, so, wish me luck and again I love.thank you for everything.


                                                                                                                          with love,
                                                                                                                          Ida, your naughty daughter