Saturday, May 21, 2011

reality or fantasy???

alkisahhhh....
sejak akhir2 nie aq try really hard to forget SG..yelah..ble dah balik campus..mesti akan teringat gak kan..
thank God..start dr masuk sem nie..x jumpa2 lagi..its a good sign and also a good thing that can help get over him..at least kalau x terserempak..lagi senang nak lupe..kira nya ade kelebihan gak la ktorg x sme kos..
aq rase aq akhir2 nie asyik mimpi sal die jer..tp satu habuk pon aq x ingat and aq malas nak paksa otak
kesayangan aq nie tuk membuat kerja berat nak memorize mimpi...mmg aq saje jer la carik bende2 nak buat or saje nak busy kan diri to hold myself from ever thinking of him but suprisingly..sometimes I felt like I missing him so damn much even I don't have intention or think about him..why???and my bff cik jija also make me scared when she said "aq rase kan..aq asyik mimpi sal SG jer tp aq x ingat lgsg...""SHOCKING!!!!sgt2 shocking...
why????aq pon x faham lah kisah chenta kebetulan dan salahfaham antara aq ngan SG...hopefully..this game will be ended soon...may ALLAH grant my wish .I don't want myself to go through such kecewa or terlalu berharap like what happened to me b4..aq xnak la prasan or bertepuk sblah tgn..haihhhh..SG..SG..ko kan..u r so difficult to understand...u r so difficult la... fullstops!!!otak aq dah cair dah nie pk camne nak solve bende nie..

ps: nasib bek that mamat xtahu nama dia aq gelar SG..good 4 me!!!!! hopefully die x pernah jumpa blog nie..ntah aq takot la bile pk what if he knew..malu aq!!!

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