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the adventure of the speckled band

nothing much to share..juz a few pictures time shooting last scene for our short film....

 

 

  

 

CHECKMATE was perghhhhh....

last Thursday, me along with jija went to watch mock trial entitle "checkmate"....frankly speaking it was superbbbbb....thumbs up for laws student for making such a beautiful story & so interesting. Rm 5 for ticket seriously worth it..we got door-gift...wow..eventough its so cheap but yet to be given a story book and door-gift..me was so grateful...after that I wonder la why they're so kind to give that much for a very cheap ticket...tup tup...they got sponsored...aiyooo..no wonder la...not just that, the audience not only UIA's student, but also students from other universities such as uitm..um..and more la..also many outsiders..with their outstanding performance....they deserved a very big applaud and a beautiful compliments...the most important thing is we enjoy the show....

kriuk-kriuk karok...

Tersebutlah kisahhhhh...4 org dara..kononnya ingin melepaskan tension...hahaha..no lahhhh...tension might be one of the reason  but yg penting me n cik senah lame dah kate "jom g karok"...so plan2 x jadi2..start dr sem lepas agi...asyik2 kate jom jer tp x pegi2 gak..huahuahua...so ari tue cik senah pon msg ajak g karok..kebetulan haqu mmg tgh tekanan tahap gaban dek asgmnt n hal2 yang sewaktu dgn nya...haqu pon ON jer la....

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                    so next time hopefully we can have fun together2 again...smilleeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

kesah khas: DENDA

alkisahhh...ni kira continual dr cita zaman aq muda2 dulu..ala..semenjak 2 menjak nie...terkenang balik sume memori lame dulu2 tuhhh...hehe seolah2 aq dah umo 50 tahun jerrr kan...so haqu nak cite sal denda masa kat skolah dulu..kate dah kan dak nakal..so denda tu mmg perkara biasa la...denda kat skolah haqu nie agak unik skit ar...x tahu la kat skolah2 laen kat malaysia nie buat ke x denda same mcm kat tempat haqu..laen tempat laen pembawaan die..hehe

mase skolah rendah dulu...hahhh haqu nie mmg xleh nak duduk diam..setiap hari menganaz...habis sume cikgu haqu lawan..degil kan..tapi sorang nie jer haqu mmg surrender ar...takot haqu mampos kne penangan die..name die cikgu N...perghhhh sume org takot giler2 ngan die...k ar..aq cite la dulu sal cikgu N nie..ade la sorg budak nie nakal kot time pendidikan jasmani ke hape..haqu pon x ingat sgt...dia pulas telinga budak tue sampaikan terkoyak skit..perghh darah meleleh ar...scary kooowwttt...mak budak tue hape lagi..ngamok giler2 ar..cikgu N tue boleh buat slamber jer...eeeeee...insane!!!

so sambung balik sal denda..denda kat skolah haqu ada byk jenis....antaranya..jeng jeng jeng....:

@cubitan maut

dulu mase skolah rendah..ade ar sorg cikgu nie yang mmg terkenal ngan cubitan maut die...name die cikgu S (xle letak ar name sebenar), die mngajar maths...so budak2 kan mane la nak hafal sgt sifir2 nie..time tue rase susah giler kot nak hafal bagai..die nie punyer la nak urged ktorg hafal sifir, taktik die gunakan cara nie..

"kamu mesti menulis semula sifir sebanyak 100x untuk setiap satu, kalau x siap akan di cubit"

mase tuh haqu punyer la nak siap sampai seminggu x tdo lgsg..takot kot cubitan maut die tuh..ramai dah kene sampai biru2 kat pinggang taw..ade mase kene cubit..rase sakit sgt sampai bdn terangkat..betapa power cubitan cikgu tuh..at the end x siap jugak..so kne cubit la...tp kan aq pernah kne cubit beberapa kali jer sebab aq x macam dak laen yg dok ikut telunjuk..haqu lari la mase dia nak cubit..sape2 tolong cikgu tuh tangkap haqu..aq dah ugut nak belasah..so dpt la haqu escaped...hahahaaha...

salunyer cikgu tu buat rules camni nak bagi student die x buat mistake dalam homework maths...

"korang salah satu soalan..cikgu cubit 2 kali..." sincerely cikgu S
so faham2 jelah..kalau salah 10 Question x2 la..perghhhh masak kulit kne cubit...terutama org2 yang berlemak,cikgu tu akan carik spot yang mane org tue akan merasa nikmat sakit kne cubit..hahaha, of course not me la..me ain't gemok at that time..overly keding..

@roda impian
kalau org yang tengok roda impian dulu2 kat tv3 kot..if im not mistaken la..mesti ingat denda nie ala besa2 jer...roda impian nama diberi sebabnyer...kitorg kne lari round padang skolah yang besar tue..orang yang bertanggungjawab adalah cikgu S tue jugak..yelah kan..die nie suke sgt invent denda2 yang kreatif ikut kpala die..yang seksanyer ktorg la....

mase tuh..sume org ade buat mistake or x silap aq..sume x buat homework..punyalah die marah...die pon cakap camni...yang berbunyi~~~

"sume kuar kelas skrg..pakai kasut g padang" arah cikgu S
"nak buat ape cikgu???"budak2 yang clueless pon tanye (I"m one of them la jugak..haha)
"kita buat roda impian"jawab cikgu S
"Haaa..roda impian..cane tuh"bebudak bertanya lagi...
"banyak tanye lak...dah..ikut jer"jawab cikgu S yang malas nak layan ktorg yg byk songeh nie.

sesampainya d destinasi..sume orang kne lari round padang..no shortcut or half of d field..full round..tp haqu nie mmg bernasib baek kot sbb salu terlepas...mase tuh haqu seriously demam teruk..so aq mintak ar perlepasan..first tue die x caye, ingat aq pura2 sakit..so cikgu letak tangan kat dahi haqu..obviously I'm having a fever..so haqu selamat lagi..hahaha..kalau aq lari jugak confirm mampos kot..sebab time tuh mmg panas terik...kul 12 tgh hari kooot...azab sungguh...sian classmate haqu yg laen...

@rotan
ala..rotan2 nie besa r kot..sume tempat pon same jer rasenyer kan???I think so..but juz nak refresh antara kesah2 yg buatkn ktorg kne rotan dulu...ade skali tuh..ade upacara rotan ramai2..mengapakah???guess what sebab ktorg mandi hujan ramai2 kat padang..haha sengal sgt2 kan..mase tuh aq tahun 3..kelas ktorg time tuh kat bwh bukit n air salu bertakung kat bawah kelas..kdg2 takungan tuh jadik cam kolam..bg budak2 umo ktorg takungan tuh agak dalam la jugak sampaikan ade yang berenang kat ctu...so satu hari tuh hujan lebat giler2 ar..sampaikan air kat bwh kelas tuh naik sampai ke koridor kelas..fuhh budak2 happy la pulak maen2 air..berenang2...yang haqu pulak g maen air kat padang sambil menikmati hujan..ramai2 maen skali..so bilik guru located kat atas bukit..ala dari atas dah boleh nampak jelas ke padang..so mase tgh lari2 maen hujan aq prasan cikgu S kuar dr bilik guru..haqu pon sedar position dalam bahaya, so haqu senyap2 lari sembunyi..haha selamatkn diri sendiri...yg laen2 sume x sedar cikgu tgh dok perhati dr atas...

kwn2 haqu sume sedar cikgu perhati bila cikgu teriak dr atas...bertempiaran sume lari..hahahaha....esoknyer cikgu masok kelas marah giler siap bwk rotan..fuhhhh takot haqu...pastu cikgu tanyer sape yang g berenang n sape yang g men hujan kat padang...sume satu kelas mengaku except for me...mase nak kne rotan haqu argue giler2 ngan cikgu S yg haqu x involved..,die x caye kat haqu sbb dia tahu la yg haqu nie nakal..pastu classmate haqu yang laen pon ckp..

"a'ah kan..x nmpk pon ida mase maen hujan tuh...cikgu dia x maen hujan la" some of my classmate sokong haqu..

so haqu selamat lagi..hahaaha..padahal mase maen hujan tuh, haqu org yang first skali lari ke padang leading kat depan..hahaha..either classmate haqu x prasan or terlupa..papepon haqu selamat lagi...yuhuuuu..sian drg sume kne rotan kat tapak kaki..ade yang nangis kot..siannnnn...

mase ktorg tahun 5 pulak..ade satu hari tuh cikgu x masok kelas..so free la..budak2 confirm bising punyer..mase tuh kelas dekat jer ngan bilik guru..so kalau bising ke hape ke..cikgu mesti boleh dgr or tahu kan..dulu2 kan fames maen patung2 kertas yang boleh tukar2 baju tuh..ala murah pulak tuh..time tuh haqu mgg addicted ngan benda tu..pe lagi haqu maen ngan kwn haqu Fikri..haha sengal kan die maen permainan pompuan..but x kesah lah..yang laen pulak dok sibuk potpetpotpet..

tertibe haqu ternampak cikgu N (yg haqu mentioned mase awal2 tue) perhati dr atas..aq pon senyap la n signal kat Fikri suh diam..kitorg terus sembunyik permainan tuh..cikgu tuh dtg g kelas bwk rotan ngan muka merah..perghhh takkkoot siot..mase dia nak masok kelas kwn2 yg dok depan haqu x perasan n still mulot potpetpotpet..hahhhh habes drg kne rotan kat muka...eeee sakit kot....boleh pulak cikgu tuh suh drg gelak sambil tu dia rotan kat muka...scaryyyyyyy giler...pastu die tanye sape lagi yg bising..mmg x ar haqu nak mngaku...haqu kesian kat drg tp lawak pon ade...sory fren!! terasa jahat la pulak haqu nie..

k la..thats all.... the end...panjang lebar aq dok cite sal denda...oppsss lupa lak...
saksi: darwina mathew (dar aq dan janji kan nak letak name ko sebagai saksi..haha)

treasure hunt & baling selipar

alkisahhhhhnyerrrrr....today is a celebration of Benl family day..for those who don't know what is Benl stand for..its is actually stand for - bachelor of English language & literature- in short we are an english major...

so at first we were just registered for the treasure hunt game...since I thought its gonna be awesome...

yup its is overly awesome and tiring and guess what, they make us go around all buildings in Uia..so we've been running like crazy to all checkpoints that was located at all different buildings that resembles all courses..seriously..they should change the name of the game to explore race..that one suits the game better...we was the fastest to finish all task..except when we were stuck at the kaed checkpoint to solve Sudoku...hell yeah..it was so difficult..we couldn't finish it at the duration of 5 minutes..so we were given penalty to waits 10 minutes before we can continue running to the next checkpoint..everything runs smoothly without we realizing that the piece of puzzle was the clue to the final checkpoint..we were so stupid for thinking like ohh we just have to head back to where we start...the worst of all is when we finally realized that the last checkpoint was located at nusaibah's killing stairs...gosh..after running like crazy and then we have to climbs up the stairs...wooohhhhhhh...its was so so so hard..I'm suffering A LOT FOR IT...but get NOTHING in return..so we just got FOURTH PLACE PEEPS....I was so disappointed..so finish with treasure hunt story..

those pic above was after we finish the treasure hunt...we've got our faces turn red..so damn tiring...

we can't even smile ( I mean really smile to the fullest) due to being exhausted...

after that..believe it or not we then registered for baling selipar game..haha, x padan ngan penat..pinggang nak patah sume..we're just thinking that ala..we can do better this time...konon nak tebus balik kekalahan kat tresure hunt tuhh...so we play 3 game..one game 3 set..altogether we played 9 SET OKEYYHHH....aq mase first..sumpah blurred since it was my first time playing that game..even after all the instruction and rules briefing..I still can't get it..so the first game was my trial...we didn't do better...and I regret it..the second game was great...the third was quite okey la...but we couldn't make it to the final...so we LOSE AGAIN!!!

I can say that I was disappointed for the 2nd time...sobsobsobsob...again ,we only gain the tiredness and exhaustedness...wooooooo..we are so loser today...

overall..alaaaaaaa...even though we din't win anything...well its not easy to gather with friends..so this is the moment that I will remember having fun with friends and to get close with some of friends that before this I never greet or talk to...okey la kan...duit terbang byk la jugak, still I'm so HAPPY..( broken inside a lil bit)..

p/s:next time..I mean next Benl family day we MUST WIN..hahhaahahaha..ada unsur2 ketidakpuashatian sdikit....

.......the end.....

Gue punya Anak..

alkisah..(miss this word la..lame x guna) nak berceritera kisah anak-anak gue...oppsiiieee..in specific anak sedare la...bukan anak kandung...yelah haqu nie muda lagi..br 15 tahun [umo dlm IC 21] la katakan..gile pew ade anak..hahahaha..too young bak kata omputih..hahhh..mase cuti ari tue mmg haqu byk abeskan masa ngan anak sedare gue yang kturunan cina tuhh...


anak sedare gue ad 2 orang..rasenyer haqu pernah mentioned and ade 1 entry khas sal drg b4 nie..sorang dak wani...sorang ag cheng2...sorang melayu..sorang cina..huhu..variety  gitu...1 malaysia lah katakan (uwwekkkkkk nak muntah sebut mende nih ) bebudak 2 org nie dah besar dah..umo dah setahun lebih..dah boleh dah jalan. berlari..cakap pon bole but still x cakap lurus sgt..juz few words jer drg boleh pronounced ngan betul... jom tgk gambar2 bajet artis my niece..kalah auntie die yang cun melecun nih..hahahaahaha..seolah2 ade unsur2 perasan ya d situ...seems like it is..well!!!!

nilahh cheng2..or name penuh die...Mariena chong Mei ling binti mohd yusuf chong alias chong hien vun..

fuhhhh name panjang sungguh...dak nie sengal sgt but cepat pick up..terlalu aktif n habit yang paling teruk mulut asyik nak mengunyah jer..time tido br stop...dahlah suke menyiksa or mencabar kesabaran auntie2 dia yang sgt lah baik nie...anyway..x kesah lah..yang penting dah besar nanti die kne hormat ktorg..kalau besar krg buat perangai mmg haqu bagi   

pukulan maut lah jawabnya..eh eh eh..tak2...silap..errrrrr...bg pengajaran!!!

juz kidding laaaa....

yang nie lak dak wanie or name penuh die nur hazwani binti emran....see yang nie name simple jer...name islamik la jugak....die pon perangai gak..terlalu aktif and kuat merajuk..cepat sgt terasa..org ckp kasar skit jer pon mulut dah muncung nak nangis...

k ar...cukup2 la tuh..ngantok dah haqu...mentang2 sok klas awal pagi cancel...nak sleep dah nie...nanti if haqu ade anak sendiri, haqu buat entry khas gak letak title"gue punya anak in bracket (kandung)..hahahahaha...but haqu kne make sure carik suami hensem supaya anak2 haqu menjadi menawan standing ngan gue punya anak2 sedare nie..hehe errrr  radar dah dapat mengesan symptom2 awaklkemerengan dah nie...stop la..overload!!!!!!

called it wondering!!!

today was one of the worst day ever...my head was cramped from sitting all alone and with all the noises around and the fact that i'am being along all by myself sitting at the red chair waiting for my next class. its kind of "tutttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt", seriously I felt the tension of waiting about 1 n half hour alone. it seems like being alone and no one to talk to was like a ladder of reaching the most calm state of mind which called crazy or going nuts. surprisingly, when I was wondering alone observing those people who passed by, suddenly I'm thinking that what if I dance in the crowd which is hell crazy....of course people might assumed that I'm out of my mind. I read a novel but can't focus because of the surrounding that was too noisy and crowded. I was then tried to play a game on the cellphone but also not working  bcoz I'm still can't get the boredom or the tense out of my head. 


I came to fathom of if somehow in the future, I will go through my life with being alone and no companion at all. my life will be dull..of course it is, since I have decided to run away from any kind of relationship or involved with lots of people....In simple words I can say that I want to "totally seclude myself"...its my apt for my future.
I've lost all those roaring vigour in me long time ago that made me decided to be like that in the future. its because the more I associates with people the more problem will encountered my life and of course me ain't cause any chaos with anybody anymore. I juz want a simple and quiet life, no burden, nothing to be worry of, no commitment at all. yaa...thats it...I prefer that one even if I will be mentally tortured by loneliness..lone some...boredom...its okay since it is a safe play...even so..its juz some sort of future planning since I'am not a God...



ps: oh God guide me please...my heart turns out to be as hard as the stone....the scars from the past can't never be lured of...please open my heart to accept happiness again.

miss thinker and her dreams..

first of all..I want to marry this guy

I really mean it okay!!

"Hongki Oppa..saranghaeyo!!! muah3!!!

I really thought that I need this book

but so far there's only few people on e list

so I'll wait till I have enough list of people to punch

so the book will look colourful inside..haha

I always want to be a cartoonist 

and have my very own comic "by wewen"

hehe....maybe one day..who knows???

one day I hope that I will have my own library....

what a view..beautiful right???

I think I'll spend all day in this room..

going through each book..wahhhhh

wonderful!!!

I always want to have my own house....

decorated nicely and beautiful scenery at the outside

I'll guess I'll always feel calm and peace with such

surrounding...I hope so...

bicycle..why????

because even at my age now ( 21 )

I still didn't know how to ride a bicycle..

funny isn't it...but its true

I hope one I'll get to ride a  bicycle on my own

and own such a lovely bicycle..

I love music and when I was a kid,

I always imagined that one day I'll became

a successful musician...

playing violin...it looks cool

or maybe piano...

p/s: This is what I planned for my future, even if can't achieve all of it but at least some of it....I love this kind of pictures of my future...

SMILE PLEZZZ?????

alkisah..
senyum, smile, it shows ur personality..the way u smile describe what kind of person u are. sebenarnya before2 nie dah pernah dah dgr orang cakap aq senyum x ikhlas la..sume la..but I am sincere dear people..but dah mmg mcm tu cara aq senyum..but that's not the issue la this time...

the issue here is when strangers told me "dik senyum skit..manis skit muke tue"
perghhhhhh..I was like..ea???? huh??? what the fish tetibe..those words make me embarrassing and down
sbb aq jadi terpk la kan..why???muka aq masam sangat ker?? muka aq garang sangat ker?? muka aq ketat sgt ker?? muka aq...byk punya muka la pulak..dah dah dah...aq jadik rendah diri...

tapi bila pk balik kan..xkan la kita nak senyum manjang..cam sewel la pulak..tambah2 kalau senyum kat org kita x kenal..memalukan..kang dia ingat kita nie x betul..kalau senyum ngan dak lelaki x kenal dapat cop mohor gedik la pulak kan..hahhh!!! see!!!

so conclusion nyer..aq mmg xle nak ubah habit aq...walaupon sentap dgr org cakap bende tu kat aq..pa boleh buat...nak practice senyum slalu bukan sng..susah...so let me be myself and accept me the way I am kay...

sincerely,
me yang susah nak senyum

The Poet..

it was him who made her

it was him who inspired her

it was him who created this side of her

it was him...who born the poet

so many things to say to him

so many things about him 

so many things to share to him

so many things about him...

the 'so many things'...

was left unspoken ..

and muted  her lips..

startled her mind..

she was speechless most of the time..

but her heart was going to explode

with the unbearable confession

over limits of tons of words

tons of morphemes and tons of letters..

a piece of paper..

a piece of feeling..

a piece of memory..

a piece of remember..

translated..conveyed..

into a masterpiece..

that only her heart can 

understand the language..

language of a poet..

playing God, God plays..

 seems like revolution takes place

I wonder if I ever be grateful

am I playing God..

or God plays..fooled me..

I've tried to break the hardness or rock..

its impossible as decaying the plastic..

might be possible..

but then I have to bear for hundred years..

God says so...

me says this...

quit throwing the karma..

and let me playing God..

me ain't grateful..

me ain't guilty

me ain't against you..

noted already..

your highness..

stop playing your roles

and I stop asking for more

let the calmness takes place

drives me away from the craze

for only once..

let me playing God.

screamin' for 911..

My heart screaming for 911 everyday..heart disease a.k.a heart broken disease..it shattered around in pieces..so how do I make it better, knot it or make it breathe again??? arghhhh "I need a doctor..call me a doctor..doctor..and bring me back to life"-by Eminem, unrequited love so called confusion that need rationality in making decision...,what am I babbling about??? I don't know either.. I met a doctor last night..

doctor: what can I do for u??

me: give me an advice.

doctor: ooo..so tell me what is it that keep bothering u??

me: heart disease..my brain rationality now are out of normality.

doctor: sounds so serious.u need a treatment asap.

me: stupid u, I just need an advice. I'm having an accident few months back with some guy in which my heart crushed with his heart. since that accident, my brain cannot function normally and keep bothering by stupid order that breaks the normality of my body system. 

doctor: it is a special cases. I've never heard of this kind before. tell me more.

me: my body giggles, my face blushing, my knees cannot hold my weight, I cannot focus in doing anything, reflex action at certain area like neck will suddenly turn left or right or my head was like fear of sth that suddenly will just facing down.sometimes my heart beating faster unconsciously that makes me lose my breath. what should I do doc???

doctor: hmmm...its so difficult to define and yet we may have the solution if u tell me when this kind of symptoms appear??

me: whenever I saw or passed by with the guy that I had the accident before. not just that, sometimes I felt like I saw him everywhere and I cannot stop myself from thinking about him. tell me what to do before it get worst.

doctor: u r having a hallucination..I see..hmm...I think I knew what had been bothering u. its true that this kind of disease classified under heart disease problem. its the worst type of all that we don't have a cure for it. it will bring side effect like mental problem but don't worry because u will not die because of this disease unless u cut urself. 

me: so doc, what can u conclude from that?? I still don't get it..

doctor: this is what we called LOVE.

ps: I will not seek help from doctor anymore, they can't be of any help.

reality or fantasy???

alkisahhhh....
sejak akhir2 nie aq try really hard to forget SG..yelah..ble dah balik campus..mesti akan teringat gak kan..
thank God..start dr masuk sem nie..x jumpa2 lagi..its a good sign and also a good thing that can help get over him..at least kalau x terserempak..lagi senang nak lupe..kira nya ade kelebihan gak la ktorg x sme kos..
aq rase aq akhir2 nie asyik mimpi sal die jer..tp satu habuk pon aq x ingat and aq malas nak paksa otak
kesayangan aq nie tuk membuat kerja berat nak memorize mimpi...mmg aq saje jer la carik bende2 nak buat or saje nak busy kan diri to hold myself from ever thinking of him but suprisingly..sometimes I felt like I missing him so damn much even I don't have intention or think about him..why???and my bff cik jija also make me scared when she said "aq rase kan..aq asyik mimpi sal SG jer tp aq x ingat lgsg...""SHOCKING!!!!sgt2 shocking...
why????aq pon x faham lah kisah chenta kebetulan dan salahfaham antara aq ngan SG...hopefully..this game will be ended soon...may ALLAH grant my wish .I don't want myself to go through such kecewa or terlalu berharap like what happened to me b4..aq xnak la prasan or bertepuk sblah tgn..haihhhh..SG..SG..ko kan..u r so difficult to understand...u r so difficult la... fullstops!!!otak aq dah cair dah nie pk camne nak solve bende nie..

ps: nasib bek that mamat xtahu nama dia aq gelar SG..good 4 me!!!!! hopefully die x pernah jumpa blog nie..ntah aq takot la bile pk what if he knew..malu aq!!!

cuti2 malaysia part2

alkisah..haqu buat pertama kalinya basuh berak anak sedara aq...woaaaahhhhh..mase tuh...
abg n kak ipar ade jer but my abg was sleeping n my kakak ipar was bathing..so it left me no choice..
nak xnak terpaksa gak..taik baby nasib bek cam jagung hancur jer..walaupon nak termuntah..aq tabahkan diri jer..fuhh..abg aq gelak n cakap..''ler..tu latihan la wey...ti ko ade anak senang..dah ade pengalaman..kan???'' sng jer die ckp..but lepas basuh berak dak wani..I think..errr xla susah sgt n not bad la..hehehe..tula bak kata pepatah x kenal maka x cinta...bukan nak cinta kat taik..but u won't feel it u less u give it a try..hehe..
tapi salunya dak wani x meragam but sebab gigi nak tumbuh sampaikan demam sume..asyik nangis jer..pastu makin mngade lak..kalau org x layan mule ar mulut mencebik pastu pura2 nangis..hehe sengal kot..kecik2 dah bt prangai..but u tetap comel wani sayang..hehe

nilah aktiviti haqu cuti nie..dok on9..sambil2 tgk movie...sambil2 jadi baby sitter,,hehe sometimes boring but better than just sleeping all day...kan3??? k la..thats all...

cuti2 malaysia part1

cuti o cuti...  alkisah nyer....
hahhh..cuti nie aq cam bese ar...dok kat melake mmg aq jd tuan puteri...
sebabbbbb....
1.bgun tgh hari...dah nak zuhur br bukak mate
2. bukak mate either my abang or my kakak ipar dah sediakan makanan..
    [ padahal bila bukak mate..dua2 dah off to work..sian dorg kan3?? ]
3.makan jer keje haqu...xpon sambung balik membute..bukan membabi-bute
jgn salah faham ya d ctu..hahaha..
4. my activities r..dok melayan internet n tv sampai mate berair..

aktiviti len2 yang membakar lemak r...
~ari tue my bro cuti 2 hari..so dia amek la anak die c wani tue....rindu la kan..bkan salu dpt jumpe..
nak harap adik die sorg ni jage (haqu ler tu),,mmg die takot...bkn takot baby tue naya..tapi takut aq yang pengsan..haha..so bila die dpt cuti jer die amek...aq pon tolong sikit2 ler,,tu pon dah cukup membakar lemak gue n menyakitkan sendi2 n merapuhkan tulang2 gue..
~malam tadi g lepak2 ma abang n kwn2 die..minum2 pastu g tengok kwn2 die memancing kat pulau melake..
bosan ga ar..but suke tgk view kat situ..malam2 nmpak cantik jer...

ps: yang pasti cuti nie aq sangat2 unproductive...x sabar nak start short sem..at least xla aq cam nak giler dok umah sorng2....

coretan memories...

sok gua exam k..tapi malas nak baca...ada 6 play..

seriously dah muak ngan bende nih..yelah ngan term paper lagi

ari tuh..sampai kering otak haqu..mane x muak..kan3???

even so..still i will do my best for exam drama tomorrow..

lagipon last paper of this semester..so mesti all out...

gud luck to me n my fren..harap2 x stress jawab exam esok..

GANBATE KUDASAI!!!!

sok pas exam gerak blek melaka..haiyooo..

sdih sbb x dpt blek sabah..lgpon cuti 3 mggu jer..

kalau blek sana pon rugi duit jer beli tiket flight..

barang2 aq x kemas2 ag..br packing satu beg..

whyy???? ntah...malas lar...

sok pas exam br packing..sempat jer pon..kan...

Im gonna miss this room..3 sem bermastautin kat cni..

I love this room but kne pindah...

I'll try to love my new room....

ps: hopefully sok dpt buat yang terbaik..risau sbb carrymark drama just cukup2 makan jer..

n hopefully this semester break..Im gonna purify my messy head n come back clean

for the next short semester...